_{She's not sure what to do.}

Ordinarily, this would be out of the question. This would be against the rules. Disregarding intentions, breaking promises, lying. Cause for dismissal, under normal circumstances.

New promises. New intentions. New obstacles, new worries. New fears. Under normal circumstances, this wouldn't be happening. This wouldn't even be an issue.

Normal circumstances.

These aren't normal circumstances. The rules have been set aside.

Now everything is out of control.