In very short order, her world fell apart.
8, 9 & 10; Disbelief, agony, worry, fear, sheer desperation, rage.
11; Total collapse. Emotions she doesn't understand. Emotions she can't even name.
12 - 17; Losing control of herself. Can't think, can't sleep. Losing more and more weight.
18; "Closure"
She hasn't felt this yet. She hasn't dealt with this. And it will be bad.
Somewhere in the middle of it all though, she met a boy. He's nice enough, she's happy when he's around. But somehow, it just doesn't seem like what she needs right now.
She'll only break his heart.